51/2 days to go :(

51/2 days to go before i am left alone again :(
We went to kl last week for interview for lou kong...The employer gives him a great deal and i supposed he is interested in that job but the thing is that it's in KL :(
And that does mean that we have to seperated again after so long..the time when we separated during studies time are the hardest time to passed but we manage to get through but how bout this time???

I am speechless and very unhappy when i think that i have to separated from him again.. It means that whenever im sad or happy there will be no one beside me to share my ups and downs (what can i do)..it's his future..i have to let him go and it's one of the road we are going thru to move to adulthood..But this time i think he'll be left for long, not only 2 years, probably moving there(who know's rite?)

Everyday when i woke up i feel very sad and hope that times will go by slowly cos i dun wan to left him :( Is there anyone out there teach me how to do????I try not to be sad when i face him but when im left alone i'll cry sometimes,wondering why is it so..I know that kl from pg is not far and we'll be visiting each other everyweek and then but i know i won't be getting used to that when im back from work, there is no one to wait me at home to fetch me or no one beside me when im sick, no one to take me go out, having my lunch or dinner together and many many other things that we used to do together...

I really feel sad and berat hati to let him go kl .... :(