51/2 days to go :(

51/2 days to go before i am left alone again :(
We went to kl last week for interview for lou kong...The employer gives him a great deal and i supposed he is interested in that job but the thing is that it's in KL :(
And that does mean that we have to seperated again after so long..the time when we separated during studies time are the hardest time to passed but we manage to get through but how bout this time???

I am speechless and very unhappy when i think that i have to separated from him again.. It means that whenever im sad or happy there will be no one beside me to share my ups and downs (what can i do)..it's his future..i have to let him go and it's one of the road we are going thru to move to adulthood..But this time i think he'll be left for long, not only 2 years, probably moving there(who know's rite?)

Everyday when i woke up i feel very sad and hope that times will go by slowly cos i dun wan to left him :( Is there anyone out there teach me how to do????I try not to be sad when i face him but when im left alone i'll cry sometimes,wondering why is it so..I know that kl from pg is not far and we'll be visiting each other everyweek and then but i know i won't be getting used to that when im back from work, there is no one to wait me at home to fetch me or no one beside me when im sick, no one to take me go out, having my lunch or dinner together and many many other things that we used to do together...

I really feel sad and berat hati to let him go kl .... :(

NeW ShOe LaCinG....

~~ The lace is run straight across the bottom and emerges through both bottom eyelets.

~~ The laces then go straight up and are fed into the next set of eyelets up the shoe.

~~ The ends are crossed over and are fed under the vertical lace section on the opposite sides of the shoe before going straight up and into the next set of eyelets up the shoe.

~~ At the top set of eyelets, the laces can once again cross over and pass under the straight section as shown.

~~ This not only look consistent with the rest of the lacing but also forms a High Lace Lock, which tightens the lacing even more firmly.

~~ The lace is run straight across the bottom and emerges through both bottom eyelets.

~~ The ends are looped back under the lace where it feeds under the side of the shoe.

~~ The ends are then crossed over each other, then they go under and out through the next set of eyelets up the shoe.

~~ Step 2 and 3 are repeated until both ends reach the top eyelets.

~~ The lace is run straight across the bottom and emerges through both bottom eyelets.

~~ One end of the lace (orange end) runs straight up the right side, is fed into and runs straight across the second set of eyelets.

~~ Both ends now run straight up the left side, each skipping one eyelet before feeding in two eyelets higher up.

~~ Continue running both ends across the shoe, then straight up two eyelets at a time.

~~ At the top of the shoe, the laces end up on the same side and the shoelace knot is tied at that point

~~ The lace runs straight across the bottom and the ends are fed into both bottom eyelets.

~~ One end of the lace (orange end) runs straight up the right side emerges from and runs straight across the second set of eyelets.

~~ The other end (red end) runs diagonally underneath and, skipping the 2nd eyelets, emerges from and runs straight across the 3rd sets of eyelets.

~~ Continue running each lace diagonally across and up 2 sets of eyelets until one end (orange in my example) reaches the top right eyelet.

~~ The other end (red in my example) then runs straight up the left side to emerge from the top left eyelet.

~~ The lace runs straight across and emerges from the third set of eyelets from the bottom.

~~ Both ends run straight down and are fed into the second set of eyelets from the bottom.

~~ Both ends again run straight down and emerge from the bottom set of eyelets.

~~ Both ends now run straight up along the outside and are fed into the fourth set of eyelets (the first vacant pair)

~~ The ends are crossed over eachother, then they go under and out through the next set of eyelets up the shoe.

~~ Repeat step (5) until both ends reach the top

~~ The lace is run diagonally and emerges from the bottom left and the top right eyelets.

~~ The top (red) end of the lace is zig-zagged from the top set of eyelets down to the middle eyelets.

~~ The bottom (orange) end of the lace is similarly zig-zagged from the bottom set of eyelets up to the middle eyelets.

~~ Start with two pairs of different colour laces, preferably the wide, flat variety

~~ With one colour (orange in my example), lace the shoe using either Straight(Fashion) or Straight(Lazy).

~~ With the other colour (red in my example), start at the bottom of the shoe and weave the lace in and out of the other lace until you reach the top.

~~ Fold around the top lace and head back down, weaving out and in until you reach the bottom.

~~ Continue across the shoe until you're out of room or out of lace, whichever come first.

~~ Tuck all the loose ends of the laces into the shoe.

~~ The lace runs straight across the bottom and emerges from both bottom eyelets.

~~ Cross the ends over and feed into the 4th sets of eyelets up the shoe (skip past 2 sets of eyelets)

~~ Both ends now run straight up and emerge from the 5th set of eyelets 4.

~~ Cross the ends over and feed into the 2nd set of eyelets up the shoe (skip past 2 sets of eyelets)

~~ Both ends now run straight up and emerge from the 3rd set of eyelets 6.

~~ Cross the ends over, feed under and emerge from the top set of eyelets (skip past 2 sets of eyelets)

~~ Take two different colour laces, each a tiny bit longer than the correct lenght for the shoes.

~~ Cut them not quite into half, but offset by two or three centimetres.

~~ Tie one shorter piece of one colour (orange in my example) and one longer pience of the other colour (red in my example) firmly together and trim off the excess.

~~ For extra security, add a dab of glue.

~~ Use the remaining pieces to make the bicolour lace for the other shoe.

~~ Pull the longer (red) end out through the bottom right eyelet, feeding from inside the shoe, until you reach the joining know.

~~ Now lace the rest of the shoe as per Straight (Fashion) Lacing.

Ebay???

I was wondering how can i learn how to make a business online using ebay???I have a lot of unwanted stuff that i wanted to throw, but it's just a waste and was thinking "why not i sell it online", but how???

So right now, I start to learn how to sell on ebay since i have a lot of times during office hours but too bad the server is so slow or else i can learn faster..anyhow that's all for now, till i learn how to learn ebay!!!

SeNtImEntAl GuY???

What do you have in mind when u think of sentimental??is it someone who is sweet talking or someone who loves you with all your hearts??

I was having my dinner with lun @ japin, queensbay..Next to my table there is a chinese couple with a pair of kids and an indian friends with them..They were chatting away with some 'love history' of the indian guy. He was a christian as i expected and a very charming guy(from what i heard) and is from kl. All i heard was his story; how he broke up with a girl he loves, and then only relief and feel happy after his ex found his new half. And how he woke up one day and he says that deep inside there's a voice telling him that "she's" the girl that i wanted to spend all my life with and then he propose to her later on..

I just dunno how to describe from what i heard, but when i heard it my heart got 'touched'..And i was thinking how romantic this guy is and this the guy in front of me "is he my other half"... From the first day we date until now, it's been 5 years and i really felt very happy but i never feel touched by him. He won't say some romantic things to me and probably he's chinese ed and thus make him feel so hard to say something or do something that really touched my heart or how..I don't demand much from him, and i know he loves me and care for me alot but never more than that.. Sometimes when i heard or see somethin romantic i wish i was the person in it..

I really don't know what happen lately. I feel very tired and sometimes think of useless thing and have been thinking "is he the ONE"...pleaaaseeee can someone tell me!!!

New BoSs, NeW eNvIrOnMenT bUt SamE olD oFFicE....

It's been quite some time already i've been in the new place with my new boss, Lim Hock Seng, and also new office.. He's an old chap in DAP..I hope that the new DAP government will make differences in our life, better than last time i hope..
There's is lesser work than last time cos this time my boss is so down to earth that sometimes he does thing himself, it's probably because that he started from scratch, not like my old boss
;(
But i'll adapt to this new environment cause i need to make a living, like every other person, am i right???

i'M bAcKkkk...

It's been a very long time since i last logged in to blogged..A lot of things happened recently, some are sad and some are happy moments but i'll try to pen down my feelings..